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Well I have been staring at this screen for quite some time trying to figure out how to even begin this journey. I call this a journey because my goal, hope and dream is that this can turn into something amazing and something that I always dreamed it would be.
2019 was one hell of a year, that I never thought I would survive. I started off the year with huge financial issues, the passing of my grandfather, my love life was in the damn gutter, more family drama, I had gained so much weight and to top it off I was literally on the brink of losing my job. Towards the end of summer I managed to get promoted and buy a new car which to me was like the light at the end of the tunnel but I still couldn't forget the feeling of coming home and literally collapsing on my bedroom floor because things were getting too much too handle.
Looking back at all of those things now, I cant help but look at it as a test of strength and character. By some MIRACLE I survived.. but I SWORE I would not let 2020 be the same, I SWORE I was going to make big changes and HUGE improvements to my life and my mind. I knew that I deserved more and better and I would stop at nothing to get it.
So that brings me to today, right here and right now sitting here listening to Stormzy as I type away on my little laptop, my first blog post. I don't think I ever told anyone that I wanted to do this because I was afraid of what they would think, but now, I could not care less. I am here for me and to do whatever the hell I please.
If I wasn't going sober for the month of January I would throw a glass a champagne up in the air right now and say cheers.. but ya girl got vacation in a couple weeks and we gotta drop a couple EL-BEES.. if ya know what I mean.
But if you are still here and you are still reading, I thank you. I really appreciate it and I hope you stay here with me on this journey. I'm not 100% sure where its going to take me just yet, but damn I'm excited to find out.
xo.
Corinne
2019 was one hell of a year, that I never thought I would survive. I started off the year with huge financial issues, the passing of my grandfather, my love life was in the damn gutter, more family drama, I had gained so much weight and to top it off I was literally on the brink of losing my job. Towards the end of summer I managed to get promoted and buy a new car which to me was like the light at the end of the tunnel but I still couldn't forget the feeling of coming home and literally collapsing on my bedroom floor because things were getting too much too handle.
Looking back at all of those things now, I cant help but look at it as a test of strength and character. By some MIRACLE I survived.. but I SWORE I would not let 2020 be the same, I SWORE I was going to make big changes and HUGE improvements to my life and my mind. I knew that I deserved more and better and I would stop at nothing to get it.
So that brings me to today, right here and right now sitting here listening to Stormzy as I type away on my little laptop, my first blog post. I don't think I ever told anyone that I wanted to do this because I was afraid of what they would think, but now, I could not care less. I am here for me and to do whatever the hell I please.
If I wasn't going sober for the month of January I would throw a glass a champagne up in the air right now and say cheers.. but ya girl got vacation in a couple weeks and we gotta drop a couple EL-BEES.. if ya know what I mean.
But if you are still here and you are still reading, I thank you. I really appreciate it and I hope you stay here with me on this journey. I'm not 100% sure where its going to take me just yet, but damn I'm excited to find out.
xo.
Corinne
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